It is the most bizarre thing coming back to Xanga.  When I was using it before, it was the first thing I checked when I would get home from school.  I randomly came across it while looking for some thinspo.  It was such a HUGE part of my college years and then it's as if I couldn't even remember the name of the site or something.  I don't even remember the nickname I had before, it's been so long.  Anyways, I think a little refresher is necessary..I'm 26, bulimic for 4 years? (holy crap, I just had to figure that out in my head). I took a break from that and xanga at the same time, cuz it was just getting crzy to the point of me puking up carrots, and now I'm back because I'm in it once again.  Not to those extremes, but IN IT. 

I seem to have a cycle I go through.. . mia & excessive exercise = looking half decent and finding a guy... When it's over I completely let myself go until I'm so lonely again and start the process over becasue I KNOW I can't get a guy looking and feeling like this.  It's so messed up that I live my life based on someone I haven't even met yet.  Anyways, it's early, and I'm not being as cheeky and witty as I normaly would be.  That's just the beginning I guess. I'll try to get to the point of intake and such, but I'm not ready to post cw at this time.  Good luck to all.

-S